Tuesday, October 20, 2009
{ 7:42 AM }
Today i received science paper. Failed. Chemistry. E8. 42. Don't know how i scored for physics. but i know i failed that too.
妈, 我知道... 我不够努力也不够用功. 不像别的孩子, 不像小时候的你. 对不起.可是我真的真的很累. 早就知道我作不到. 你可以说我幼稚,可以说我根本没你的话放在心上, 没把你放在眼里. 我知道, 那是我的错. 可是,有时侯... 你骂我的语气,对我说话的态度,让我感到很伤心,很害怕. 我最讨厌被你骂了. 如果不把你放在眼里, 你觉得我会被您的话影响到而感到难过吗?有时候我真的觉得自己很没用, 总是对不起你. 你常常说我不关心你, 只听爸爸的话只疼爸爸.好像我从来都没有为您着想. 那我呢? 你难道没想过我为什么会这样吗? 对你来说,只要是你做的你说的, 就肯定是对的. 你想一想吧.误会我时, 有跟我道歉吗?我知道我犯的错多得很.也知道对你而言,我的理由都是幼稚的借口.我不是不爱你.只是不明白您的想法.对不起. 我真的不行了.很累了.我只是觉得今天心情已经够差了, 最不许要的是你的批评. 我知道我这个女儿让你感到很失望.对不起.
我不喊痛,喊累不代表我没有感觉.
It does hurt.Btw, Happy birthday to Aaron and Hui Han!
Friday, October 16, 2009
{ 5:43 AM }
Exams are over! Hoorah! :D
But of course, this is only half.
I lost that battle half way through. haha.
It wasn't good at all ><
I felt really discouraged. & at times just wanted to give up. like totally just. not study.
Well, anyway I did kinda study. A bit.
Better enjoy till tuesday. haha.
Cause on tuesday, i'll feel horrendous. T_T
Saturday, October 3, 2009
{ 7:47 PM }
Okayokay. Excited TTM!
After EOY examinations I'm going in to full blast!
Planning for prayer meetings, Cambodia trip AND councillor camp!!
It's going to be stressful, but very fun. ((: ESP Cambodia.
I miss them so so much! Today contacting the people there for accomodation. Pray hard will have luh!
Okay. So pretty much looking forward to end of exams!
Ohmygosh. A new year beginning soon.
Before we know it, sec 3s '09 will be sec 4s '10!! Ohgosh.
Gradding. T_T
I somehow feel prom won't be special or exciting. :/
But i kinda wanna go too. ><
Yesterday went to Grandma's house for mooncake fest.
We had a feast. [: That was nice.
And then I went to my uncle's studio to study whilst my baby cousins went outside to play with lanterns. haha.
My sister had every intention to study! Of course.. until they dragged her out.
haha. So I reached home pretty late? About... 11+, i guess. But it was fun, as usual. I lovvee having the little ones around.
yiyi is pregnant with 3rd child. Hoped it was a boy! but the results are out. Girl.
:/ But i'm sure it'll be just as fun fun fun. {:
Can't wait for her to be born! ^^
