if only you gave us a chance♥

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 { 11:38 PM }

Ytd, Cycling cancelled. :(
(:
Today, we had nyaa.
It was the second lesson.
But sadly, it rained today.
The first lesson,
We had to do the stupid 1.2.3.4.change.change.bend.
lol. it was hilarious.
Made us all feel like idiots.
It felt so good to get back on skates. ^^
Haven't bladed in the longest time!
Then after that, had demo by coach benjamin. (:
Then Kenneth skated around us and made us so dizzy! rawr!
And today, the hot coach jun kiat.. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D (*SCREAMS*)
haha. Hope we see him next monday.. *squeals*
hahahaha. ((((:
It was fun.
Then they both did demos for us.
Me and mel were like O.O *drools*
Hahahahaha.
After nyaa, we went to KFC.
then ate. and me, mel and jaime were talking bout lame jokes.
and about chow ah lian rosie, I M Gay and stuff.
it was damn funny.
We went to the library to chat.
We laughed so much i think we drove one of the people away. X)
Hahaha.
But it was fun overall. (Still thinking bout coach jun kiat)
hahahahahahahaaha! X)X)
okay okay. ahem. Don't jealous la. ROFL.
jkjk.
haha! Chatting with mel twinnie now. ((:
Love her loads.
haha.

Wishlist for Christmas!
-> Ipod nano
-> Black doll dress with white shirt inside (to wear with my Balenio jeans)

*________loving~~HIM~~loads,always.

Labels: ;I'llmissyou.

Friday, October 26, 2007 { 2:49 AM }

Today I went for the PSL meeting.
It was so fun!
I wrote down quite some notes la.
And it'll probably really help.
Its gonna be so difficult, but its worth a try. ^^
We split into 4 groups and each group thought of one ice breaker to share next session.
My group chose "Honey, do you love me?"
It was a really funny game.
Mr Razzak was so funny.
Love councillors loads!! ((:

Labels: ?amowiain

Thursday, October 18, 2007 { 6:28 PM }

i woke up at like 6.21AM this morning.
And I couldn't go back to sleep. T_T
Then my dad allowed me to go prp (:
And so did my mom (:
I only got $10. ):
But oh wells.
I feel bad to ask for more.

Then about.. 8AM?
He Han sms-ed me.
Tell me that he's going. (:
Then we sms-ed for a while
Till i told him to catch up on sleep.
After all, he did have training at 10AM.

I tossed in my bed for an hour
Before giving up and going to the living room to slack
and use the computer.
Fiq and Jordan came online.
Well, so was mich.
But he didn't reply.
He probably was playing his games, so didn't wanna distract him.
In case he came after me with a parang or some sort.
haha.

Can't wait for 11AM to come. 1 more hour!
Then I'll go meet my favourite peeps.
haha.
the cc, a.k.a?
CHALET COMMITEE of 1/9!
((:
Can't wait!
Then going prp again with the 14 people.
Including charmaine. ((:
But sadly,
Li Xuan not going. (*sobs*)
but its okay.
Cheer up k, Xuan?
Love you loads. (:
I promise to call and check up on you later. (:

Fiq and Jordan not confirmed.
But the rest are going. ((:
I can't wait!!
We SO have to do this every year. (:
Love one-niners loads!

Ytd had conference with 1030. Except for he han.
i think he fell asleep.
rofl.
Anyways, we talked about AH COCK ENTERPRISES PTE. LTD.
HAHAHAHA. lol.
Its Jordan's infamous traavel agency!
haha.
It was so damn fun. (:
I love 1030. hahaha.

***
Jordan's famous phrases:
1.) HAHA. good joke. good joke.
2.) You hurt me. -pause- deep deep.

AH COCK ENTERPRISES PTE. LTD. / Jordan's travel agency motto:

THAT MUST MEAN SOMETHING! :D (with credits to afiqah XP )

=THE END OF TODAY'S POST=

=BEFORE PRP=

{ 3:41 AM }

Yeah great. I lost the random game.
Tomorrow i'm gonna do the forfeit. >.<

That is. If i can even GO. :(
Sighs. I hope so.
Wanna meet all of them.
I gotta tell them its the last time.
and at the most the next time i can do that will be in November.
I got 9th in class
42nd in level.
That so sucks. T_T
AH!
Next year must work REALLY hard. (:
JIA YOU!

***
When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints and violins become my only friends

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember
to kiss the ones you love goodnight

You never know what temporal days may bring
So Laugh, love, live free, and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints and violins become my only friends

Friends

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints and violins become my only friends

I thought you said forever
Over and over
(and over and over)

These thoughts run through my head

Labels: ?amelowiaubin

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 { 3:37 AM }

I cried in school. first with aaron then in the toilet. cause i failed maths.
Thank god only like a few people saw...
Then I went out the toilet. then i think kar kheng and rachel and li xuan talk to me bout results then i cried again. then with jolin and nabila. again. sighs.

But they tried to cheer me up.. (:
So thanks to : RachelLEE, Yu shan, Zhang Min, [li xuan failed too, so she didn't have much to say. =_=], Nabila, Aaron, Jolin, Afiqah, Celeste, Hui Yi, Kar Kheng, Saii, Marilyn mei, eleen, nadia, maliah, Seehwee and everyone else i hugged. :D

Argh. so angry with myself. :(

English: dunno yet.
Chinese: B4
Maths: D7
Science: C5
Geography: A1
Lit: B3
DNT: dunno yet.
Art: A1
Chinese: Dunno yet.

SHIT YOU, VANESSA CHUA. >=(
I so suck! :'(

****
My fear? perhaps is.. to lose ~~HIM.~~

Labels: *___Thegreatestfearoflifeistolosetheonesyoutrulylove.

Saturday, October 13, 2007 { 2:54 AM }

SEE? I DELETED IT. RAWR.

Anyways, yeah.
I dunno what to say.
Its very hard to say.
I'm just OOBER bored today.. >.<
SIGH.

Labels: *________missingyouloads

Wednesday, October 3, 2007 { 3:03 AM }

lols. hahaha. Hm. No wonder. I was looking for my foolscap. I left it in Celeste's house. hahaha.
oh, and I FINALLY got my keys back!
So that means...
I don't get locked out of my house anymorree~~ :D
Yes, good for me. hahaha.

YAYness. 6 days till end of the exams.
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JIA YOU PEOPLE! hahas. Wish all of you the best of luck! <3

Credits:
*Lydia, Meredith, Yu Shan, Afiqah, Hui Yi, Celeste & Xuanieboo => thanks for always being there for me! (: <3

*Zhang Min => My twin! hahaha. Everything the same. With you, i become like the lamest and most retarded person. hahaha. have so much fun with you. HAHA.<3

*Rachel => My darling water supplier. hahaha.

*Jaime => The best dramaqueen ever. Love her loads. Genius! :D

*He Han => everytime bully me. thanks for making me excerise when I chase after you.

*Michael => FUN! lols.

*Spencer => Best sister ever.

*Saii, Marilyn, Celeste, Laura, Hui Yi, Darryl, Yu Shan => The best family EVER.

*Everyone in the 1.9 family tree => Gives us a senseof belonging. love them sooo soooo much. ((:

*and Melissa => My darlings. ((:

Love you all LOADS! <33

Labels: Jealousy is an evil lil bugger that takes full control over you.

Monday, October 1, 2007 { 4:38 AM }

RAWR.
I could control myself..
Until friday.. =_=
Well i know i shouldn't be thinking bout these stuffs no more. so yeah.
I gotta buck up and concentrate.
ARGH.
i hate myself.
Its not the time right now. EOY is coming and all i'm thinking about is - yeah.
ARGH.

COMEON!! JIA YOU!!! VANESSA!!! lol.

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