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Wednesday, April 1, 2009 { 4:05 AM }

Personally, i don't trust very easy..
But.. okay. This I really want to do..
with the upcoming evangelistic meeting, i'm really afraid that if i invite the people in the cell, it'll totally change the bond we have. No offence. A bit like CHC cell groups. =x hypocritical and all.
So i've been feeling very insecure lately.. ):
I also know my friends well enough. And i know what kinda guys they'd go for, exactly like what shayne and jordan are, even my cell leader.
I'm really worried they'll come for the boys.. ):
Gosh! Okay. I really hate the thought of it. It messes with my head.. ):

Shayne said that time, to just trust God.
& i really think i need to do that..
My own selfishness has got the better of me..
wah! Its really difficult for me..
So i realy got to trust Him. Pray hard this will all turn out okayy..
I guess if they're really serious about joining, before they go in i'll just talk to them about it first..
): ): AHHHH~!


Today, i waited outside the house for half an hour only to find out later my grandma was at home anyway and just couldn't hear. I really need patience. cause this really annoyed me.
The way she talks really loud, the way she can't hear..
but in my heart i know its not her fault, she can't help it. and she dotes on me like crazy.
And i feel really bad..
but i can't help it!! urghh!!

save me save me save me, please!!


Today's chinese class was very fun.
And tmr's the evangelistic meeting.
Pray hard it'll be a success...
Super tired these two days and its getting me grouchy and easily annoyed...
So i really need to get some rest! rawwr~
I'm not angry with anyone luh, its myself rather..