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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 { 7:24 PM }

Okay. So i realised i have nothing to blog about, and the less i blog, the more my blog dies. No one really wants to come and see it anyways. Rofl. Even if they do, they won't tag.
Anyways, past few days has been..relatively normal.
Apart from the fact that my sister has been ignoring me, having cold war since...
4th of December until... Yesterday.
So as of yesterday night, we're... SORTA okay.
That sucks.

Alright. anywhos,
I really miss Cambodia so much.
it was really an amazing experience. i'll never forget it. :D
Been hanging out and dchatting with mostly.. Planting hope '08 people. xD
Too used to seeing and talkimg to them like everyday. Rofl. Thatwas fun too, living all together.
We're probably gonna have another gathering like on the 23rd or 24th of December. :D
Its also to thank the teachers. Since we came back, we haven't thanked given the teachers anything to express our appreciatuon and gratitude. So a bbq qouldbe cool. Then we can give them a big card at the end of it or something. Haha.

I got into 3/8. (:
Happy.. yet i feel very very bad. ):
Sebrina and others who applied didn't get in..
Probably cause of me.. ):
I really need to work hard next year.
Absolutely, one things for sure. I'm gonna be keeping this no-boyfriend status of mine for another 2 years. Haha.
I can't let anything distract my last two CRUCIAL years, even if its being in the same class as... for 2 years. yeap. Thats settled.

I Haven't even STARTED on holiday homework, i don't know whether to do 3/7 or 3/8?
I think i need to go to school to collect but i just haven't found the time.
THANK YOU ALYAH! For lending me all your sec 3 and 4 textbooks and stuff.
Saved me alot of money and.
THANK YOU ALBIN! For lending me your two literature books with notes.
Saved me money too. haha.
I have this feeling these two years are gonna pass in a flash, so i'd better treaure it.
I can make guy friends, to open up my options when i grad from this school.
But i need to know my limits to proximity. I can't get too close to them, can't give them the wrong idea. I need to realise that guys and girls, just aren't the same. Nan nu shou shou bu qin. If i have been giving the wrong idea, i'm sorry! I'm really NOT interested in ANYONE.
I really need to learn how to say no. =/
:D Haha. Maybe I should just sotp interacting with boys. T_T Go to an all girl's school! :D
I actually really really miss SAC. haha. I'll go over during CNY, to visit the friends and teachers :D
Miss them so much!

The best teachers of PRCS have all started to leavee...
Mr Razak.. er. Mr Neo, kinda.. Mrs Neo.. Mr San... Mrs Tan...
Sigh. Soon this school's gonna go down if theres no miracle of a teacher to come save us. =/
Mr Ng and Mr Ling are nice people, but Its hard for them to control all the students.

Council board? Also disintigrating slowly.
I really mean no offence, with all due respect.
I'm just giving my honest opinion.
People starting to quit. or just lose their sense of urgency! This never happened last time.
They just can't be bothered anymore..
But I sorta agree to a certain extent..
Doing duty used to be so fun. A pleasure doing. Everyone would rush up to volunteer themselves.
now, the ex-cos have to PIN POINT people. Cause hardly anyone wants to go. We only volunteer ourselves now, cause we have to, and we're willing to.
So doing duty is no longer a pleasure, but an extra burden, basically.. a job.
But i'm not going to quit the council board. I still think doing duty is okay.
We've worked so hard, and served for two whole years.. Why quit now?
The council board is not JUST about servitude.. Its about.. manpower. teamwork.
We're losing manpower. The family is just. totally seperated.
Its not the same without the old excos and without mr razak.
But we'll continue to work hard and serve. (:
We have to learn to adapt to new ways of serving, new teachers, new purposes and all.

I'll be leaving this friday for Malaysia.
My cousin's wedding is going to be on the 13th of December, saturday.
Can't wait for that. :D
I shopped for a dress. Found one. It costs $69. LOL.
Can wear it out too, though. quite casual in that weird formal sense. xD
Won't be able to go cell group again. T_T
But the day after i come back, I'LL BE GOING FOR FARENHEIT CONCERT!! :D:D

Which reminds me, ANYONE INTERESTED IN BUYING MY EXTRA FARENHEIT CONCERT TICKET? TOTAL IS $141. PLEASE TAG IF YOU'RE INTERESTED. :D

I only got pass for guzheng exam. So very scared for NUS results.
i don't know how to tell my parents. good luck to me. :D

Thank you, bin2. For being there for me, protecting me and teaching me how to protect myself.
You're right. i need to know my limits, and how to say no. I'm a girl. Its different.