if only you gave us a chance♥

Saturday, July 26, 2008 { 1:12 AM }

I suddenly really miss the old times.
Like i feel that in Sec 1, we thought there were alot of problems, But this year its even more.
Last year, the class was more united and all. i feel, that is.
Hah. The emp concert was a blast..
Will it ever be the same? ):
I keep staring at the pictures from last years emp and like. got the shock of my life..
How people have changed.. Even if its not within our class. ): I miss the old them like. so much. ):
Unfortunately, some have got influenced. The ones who influence them are still as childish, selfish and two-faced as ever.. But i don't hate nor dislike them cause they are actually really nice people. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN AND CYRUS!! ((:

I think i've been adding unnecessary stress and pressure on myself. But i can't help it.
Then when i think about it, i find that i'm really stupid, getting stressed and upset about nothing.
I have major issues man. Hahaha.

I feel much better. The past week i've been rather down in the dumps. ):
Thanks to my friends, I feel much much better. ((: Thanks. :D I owe you guys like. Big time.

For the past couple of weeks, i've been meeting up with Jordan and Destin once a week to study.
I think it does help. (: it also helps me get my mind off stuff cause with them, i feel at ease. (:
Thanks Hui Yi darling, Jaime and Yu Shan for hearing me out. haha.

Okay.

-THE END- (:

Friday, July 25, 2008 { 8:33 AM }

I wanna thank Jordan and Destin for being my study buddies through the common test. xD

Been rather down recently. My good friends know why and i don't think the rest of the world needs to know? So ya. Haha. Got nothing much to post. (: I'll do Li xUan's questionmagigy thing another day. Sigh. Tomorrow i've gotta get up early just to go for investiture~~ ):
Better go sleep now. (: Goodnight!

lalalalalala. xD
THE END.
BYE BYE.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008 { 7:36 AM }

Why wouldnt i just get rid of it?

If i didn't still love it, i would have gotten rid of it.

Its amazing how something that causes hurt can be so precious to someone else, isn't it?

How difficult it is to let go of something you've had for a long time.

tolerating with the exasperating long lasting pain it brings.. for those few moments of good memories..

That no matter how few and little compared to the pain it brought. could brought so much joy, even just having it.

Over time, the pain grows on you..

And you find that.. at your neediest moments.. The most valuable.. is never there.

Thats when I start to see the other wonders. Others as precious.

But none that would replace it..

Its so hard to get it to say something. That. Sometimes you just wonder. whether the pain is worth it. You doubt its presence and who's side its on..
Its up to you to decide. If you want to end this, just say the word.. I know that you're very angry. It would cause you no pain. Its the best time, isn't it?
Funny. How one would willingly give up her heart and bear the pain.
So the other wouldn't get hurt.
Time heals all wounds. & the sea is still vast.
Everything will end and everything will heal.
So it just depends on when..
Its up to you. i'll respect your decision.
Don't say you'll stay because of my words.
Follow your heart. Just. tell me.
I give up.

LI XUANNN.. :( i'M SO SADDED. WHY DIDN'T YOU INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDING WITH WEI WEI? xD
If my conscience is clear, i have nothing to be afraid of! :D haha. i love you, xuannie. But your boyfriend loves you more, eh? ahahaha. xD You are loved by wei wei!! xD

Thanks for all your support. (: