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Saturday, June 28, 2008 { 10:49 AM }

Oh my gosh.
I seriously. am. being. driven. up. the wall.
I cannot stand it. AHH!!

the only fun part was with my sister on the bus.
Stupid story. I won't even bother explaining. Anyway it was about jay chou and two ugly apeh.

My mom and grandma totally ruined my mood. ):
! @ # $ % ^ & * ( ) _ - + =
First was my mommy.
I went to hougang late.
My mom called me at 3+.
We arrived at 6+ cause we had to cook, makan, clean, wash and hang the laundry.
She woke up at 8 and scolded us for going so late.
She said she waited so long that she dozed off.
I know they're stressed and all. but. wth.
Then she came in to scold us about cooking bacon and not taking the clothes in.
So all my dad's clothes smell like bacon. Okay la. That one our fault.
After that, she shouted at us for taking so long to get ready and leave.
She shouted "IF YOU HATE THIS PLACE SO MUCH AND ITS SO HARD TO GO OUT TOGETHER AS A FAMILY, THEN JUST GET OUT!"
The way she said it was like threatening to chase us out.
My dad doesn't do that. Unless he's very very very very angry and impatient.
But seldom. Otherwise, he'll speak to us very nicely.

My grandma and mom are on cold war. HAven't been talking for weeks. My mom says my grandma picks on her. My grandma says my mom picks on her. So.. I'm the person in the middle. And my dad is not even in the circle.

My grandma.
Just now the moment i came back, she scold.
Ask why we come back 1+. and that we should have stayed there. (I alr told her we would come back?!?)
We said we took the last bus.
She said. don't bluff. 1+ no more bus.
Okay. So we were lying. But. urgh. =_=
Anyways, then after that she nagged saying that my parents got alot of money.
When they obviously don't.
She says that we don't need to say they don't because apparently, she knows everything thats going on. that they have alot of money but don't give her.
Then my dad passed me $100 to pass to her. first. He'll give her the rest later.
I tried to explain it to her. But she took it and said "ONLY 100??" Then she started saying how my parents don't care about her. and that even if they stayed under the same roof they wouldn't care and they'd ignore her and all the crap. She says it as if no one gives a damn about her.
Theres more. She nagged at me about bringing her two shirts that were not nice, not wearble, not ironed, crumpled, spoilt ( idon'tknowwhatshemeans ) and dunno la. Then i nicely offered to go back and change for her. She said "DON"t WANT!" she also said "you dont know how to choose. next time you want to go, i go with you. I ownself choose."
Go la. No one is stopping you. T_T
My sister went to buy midnight snack.
She kept bugging me to call her and all.
Then it brought her to the topic about.. laundry.
That we didn't wash full load.
Cause we forgot about the clothes in my parents room. By that time, i was so annoyed alr.

I dont know how much longer I can take this. How much worse could this get?!

Friends, Family, * and School?? I hope I can cope.. T_T
I am going crazy. bye bye!